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What if instead of this being life as it is a month ago I was hit by a bus and I cannot remember it all of this is the afterlife, and I have no idea what is going on. It would explain a lot of my life right now, if I am to be entirely truthful. Honestly I am now beginning to question the meaning of life, the universe and everything What to do? oh yeah, 42

So i am feeling melancholy. i am nit sure what is going on, i am wasting my days on facebook and other useless websites and spending all of my time thinking about things that do not matter. Worst of all is my inspiration is at an all time low, i am not drawing. at all. how am i ever to become a concept artist if all i can think about is how people view me? i should be worried about politics, art, culture, technology, education and the like, but all i am thinking about is my friends, girls, movies and food. is there something wrong with me? Is this how it is supposed to be like at 15? am i never going to be able to get my life on track? as

I have absolutely no inspiration to draw at all. If any of you peoples that read this have any ideas/commissions/whatever you want to call it that you would like me to draw, i would be much obliged. thanks in advance, people who actually take the time to give me an idea